Deviation Actions
Literature Text
Author: narusasu2009
Pairing: Shizaya, Shizuo x Psyche
Rating: T (may reach to M in some chapters later on)
Disclaimer: I don't own ANY characters! They belong to Narita Ryohgo, from Durarara!
Summery: Shizuo finally manages to kill Izaya. But, will he feel happy about it? What if he actually will feel horrible? After Izaya's death, will Psyche help him to get rid of those horrible feelings he felt all those years...?
Happiness?
No. Didn't hear of it.
FLASHBACK
Running.
Dashing.
Jumping.
Screaming.
Laughing.
This was all the people heard right now in the Ikebukuro.
Like in a usual day, Izaya yet again pissed off Shizuo, what leaded to chasing and throwing public proparty.
Oh, there was another crash of a bench.
Ah, it's already 547 302 yens.
Another crash. This time was a car.
Oya, oya. Now it's 1 192 342 yens!
"My my, Shizu-chan~ If you continue like this, you will get a record soon!" yelled the raven at the blonde, pulling on his smirk.
Hate.
Revenge.
Killing mode.
Only those felt the ex-bartender, chasing after his enemy. Seriously, sometimes Shizuo wished he just DIED right on the spot! Die from a cancer! But, cruel reality never does what he wants, so he has to chase after the Flea and kill him with his own hands... Or at least hoping a vending machine would squash him like a bug.
"You little mind fucker!" he growled, shouting next, "GET THE FUCK BACK HERE, FLEA!"
Adrenaline.
It was running through Izaya's veins as he made a turn around the corner and passing familiar buildings. Ah, he was almost there. In Shinjuku. He needed just to turn the corner and...
CRASH
Oh no... Did Shizuo just...?
"Ha!" yelled the blonde with a grin, stopping right next to the old bench, lying right next to the now lying on the ground informant. From his head dripping blood, creating a blood puddle around his head. "Finally I caught you, flea." he said with the same grin on his face, putting a hand in his pocket and taking out pack of cigarette. After taking one cancer-stick out of it, lighting it, Shizuo took a deep inhale and breathed the light grey smoke out from his lungs. Yes, finally. He have caught the annoying raven. And mostly had finally hurt him, just like he dreamed! He felt so happy, that if people weren't staring at him, and the lying informant, he would start awkward moves named a dance of happiness.
But... something was off. He caught the flea, hurted him and made him bleed but... Why he felt the urge feeling that he actually killed the shorter male. No, he really wanted his death. Always screamed that Shizuo would kill Izaya, but after really doing so, he felt different. Not a triumph, or happiness about it. He felt... guilty?
"Oi, flea. Quit lying around and get up." he said with calm voice, poking a bit hard with his leg the informants ribs. Yet raven didn't even move, or say a word.
Silence.
He was lying still. Like he really was dead.
Panic.
It started running through Shizuo's body. If Izaya was really dead right now, he would have big problems to explain to the cops about the dead body, and then for sure he would get in jail.
Ugh. Even as dead you still give me trouble, little shit!
He thought, throwing the half smoken cancer-stick and stomping on it with his shoes. Shizuo crouched down, putting his elbows on his knees, as he stared at Izaya. Noting that the blood puddle grew more wide. That made Shizuo's mind snap, as he started to shake Izaya by his shoulder.
"Hey... Hey, Izaya-kun..." he whispered, almost as a mumble, "Wake up, flea. It's not funny anymore." There was still silence, as Izaya's head and body shook when Shizuo shaked him by the shoulder, yet there was no response.
Shizuo brought his two fingers to Izaya's neck, searching for the pulse.
Shit.
He thought, as his fingers froze. His eyes widened, slowly. Staring in horror at the body what was getting cold slowly.
No pulse.
...I killed him...
END OF FLASHBACK
From that time. From that same moment, I felt his body getting colder. His cold skin... I could still feel it, after so many years.
"Shizuo-kun!" the blonde turned his head, taking his gaze off of the sunset. The owner of the voice, short raven with magenta eyes, ran up to the blonde and hugged around his chest. "I'm back home~"
The smile slipped on his lips, as Shizuo saw the soft grin on the raven.
"Welcome back, Psyche."
Ok so this is my third Shizya fanfic o3o
I suddenly got this idea, so dunno where it will leave to ._."
I actually thought of a very sad fanfic, not containing much smut or fluff... But who knows, maybe there will be xD
Bet there will be some, so if you are interested, tell me if to continue to write more!
